Screw me, willya?
Dude, is it true that suicide is an easy ticket to hell? I dunno. Whatever, man....whatever. I'm so sick of myself. I'm physically ill as it is, but what seriously pisses me off is the fact that my very existence generates problems for everybody inside a given radius from me. I do stupid shit, and I say stupid shit and the shit I do to cover up or make better the shit I did before puts me in a deep vat of smelly shit. I wanna die so bad, but what sucks about me dying is that I won't be able to do all the shit I always wanted to. Dude this sucks. What the fuck am I going to do now? Shit. I can't get a job cause I'm too young, at least I can't get a job here, so I can't pay for all the damage I've done. Shit dude. This shit sucks cock. You hear? This suck big, fat, slimy animal cock. Shit.